Currently I won't be using it. Just for dar.. currently. When i settle down with it i'll pass the special friends their special passwords for my personal entries to them.
Dar.. go see it for my 11th month message to u. =)
x/o LYNN;
11:05 PM
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Monkey~ Sigh.. SBA was fun. But our book! Oh well.. more stuff to add intro Reflections. Lol...
So tired and sleepy. Got home.. and I slept. Which is a big risk because once I sleep.. it's hard to wake up. I need at least 3 hours before i get up. And if it's dark.. I continue sleeping. Haha..
But! I managed to wake up after 2 hours and 30 mins! Lol.. Did my Math.. Did my Lesson Plan.. Played a little.. And here I am! -.-
Chatting with alvin and the cab [chao ah beng].. The latter needs a stricter more garang girlfriend to tame him.
So.. my daily routine.. Haha! Go school- Laugh here, Laugh there.. joke here joke there.. Go home.. tired.. Do work.. chat online with those 2 monkeys. Lol.
And yea.. I'm quite down these few days. Dun worry ppl! I just can't cope with the lessons.. That's why I'm looking forward to the e-learning week to catch up. Especially for Biology. Sheesh! Primary school teachers need to learn about taxonomy, dichotomous keys, genus etc. I don't even know if I spelt that right..
So tired..
x/o LYNN;
10:43 PM
Monday, January 29, 2007
i miss him.. so much..
sigh..
x/o LYNN;
11:29 PM
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Tired. Gah! Slept at 1 last night. I mean this morning. Yeah.. Tried to sleep but couldn't. Was rolling in bed thinking about projects, him, assignments, him, crappy wannabe teachers, him... Lol! Well it's not all good stuff about him anyway.. That's idolising already. =P
So I woke up late.. and I was late to meet him. Aww... it's always like that..*last week i was early!* Went to Raffles City to check out ANBC, Animal, Print... Bleah. Animal bags are nice!! But the nicest is Joanna's one.. And the rest aren't to my liking. Sad. Then ANBC don'y have my pooh/belle organiser... Sad. Print got stuff =) Stuff to decorate the V-day box with!
Then.. Dar din buy me my strawberry lollipop. Hmph! So sad..
But it's not a sad day.. Even after all the uncertainty being with him.. everytime I see him all my troubles are gone.. Sigh.. Anyway I'm tired. He's exhausted. I'm still sad that I din get my strawberry lollipop.. Hmph!
Tmr got project.. bleh. Monday~ Monday can disturb my ah beng brother! Wahaha! I love you dar dar.. dunno you got read or not.. If you're reading.. UPDATE YOUR BLOG LA! Haha!! My dearest laser-fearing boyfriend.. *got a lot of nicknames hor!*
x/o LYNN;
10:18 PM
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
i don't want the world to see me cos i don't think that they'd understand when everything's meant to be broken i just want you to know who i am
I don't think that they'd understand...
Well...Kinda explains lots of things.. Like why I clam up. Or why I suddenly get all quiet. Either I'm drained, or I am holding back my feelings. Yay!
So.. another thing that's bothering me is our differences in interests.. which I guess... Guess.. could be worked out. Lol.. ok.. "more confidence": CAN be worked out. Then.. phone calls get shorter.. Basically.. it's the same message every night. I can't even string my words to form sentences... The "special" project is currently hanging in mid-air. No motivation or reason to continue it.. Didn't even touch a single game this week.. "I can't explain myself at all.." Haha.. "It ends tonight" Won't that be great? Everything settled by tonight. No need for all these crap. Never had to go thru all these. Why? Yea, you could credit it to my protected, sheltered life.. It's tiring la.. I'm damn tired.. Tempting to let everything go.. But it's my nature to protect myself from harm. So.. yea.. maybe I'm dwelling too much on this. Maybe it's safer this way...
x/o LYNN;
10:56 PM
Tired!!!! Today had math.. gawd... I didn't even know TR72 exists!! I was really sleepy during class.. which was a 9a.m. class... Ivy was sick... I was SLEEPY!!
4 hour break.. T.T Ivy showed me all the deadlines for projects, exams, quizes, teaching presentations... T.T So many... Eeeeeeeee!
Then got DCM100.. Argh! I was nodding off la.. Thank God I bought many sweets!! Haribo Roulette Sour, and.. the triangle.. erm.. sweet in can. I forgot the name.
Tmr..... 830 - 530 Help me.. *cries* I haven't recharge myself.. lol. Dead battery forced to walk around school and attend tutorials and lectures. T.T
Headache.. I need to seriously plan my projects.. Today I walked out of DCE100 with a not-as-happy-as-usual face... 'Cos I was confused, sleepy, hungry... DCE100 is the most fun module.. and yet.. And Bishanian was like: "who bully you? you tell me!" Haha..
Then Science.. not so bad today. We had to play with cells. And attempt to find some organisms in pond water under a microscope. They keep moving about so we had to "chase" them by adjusting the stage. Sigh... Failure sia. CMI.
Then Peng Seng sucked a mosquito larvae out.. placed it on the slide.. covered it with coverslip.. and proceeded to happily magnify it under the microscope. Eeee.... It's gross!! But fascinating! It's like, it's so disgusting but you've never seen anuthing like it you'd want to see it again. Haha! And Bishanian and him decided to start a fight between 2 larvaes, so they sucked another larvae out.. And yeah.. placed it next to the tortured larvae.. *they got flushed away*
Anyway.. Science sorta brighten me up. During Grammar we had some jokes and stuff. Lighten up my mood further. Then Travis spoil my mood. He didn't wait for me and went back on his own... T.T Well... got home *alone* and crashed on the bed..
Read this story in DCE100.. Quite cute. Circular story: If you give a mouse a cookie... But I can't find the online version. So I can't post it up. Anyway... it's against regulations. Blah.
4 hour break tomorrow. How I wish I'm staying at the hostel. Can bunk in for awhile.. ~_~ Zzz..
