Currently I won't be using it. Just for dar.. currently. When i settle down with it i'll pass the special friends their special passwords for my personal entries to them.
Dar.. go see it for my 11th month message to u. =)
x/o LYNN;
11:05 PM
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Monkey~ Sigh.. SBA was fun. But our book! Oh well.. more stuff to add intro Reflections. Lol...
So tired and sleepy. Got home.. and I slept. Which is a big risk because once I sleep.. it's hard to wake up. I need at least 3 hours before i get up. And if it's dark.. I continue sleeping. Haha..
But! I managed to wake up after 2 hours and 30 mins! Lol.. Did my Math.. Did my Lesson Plan.. Played a little.. And here I am! -.-
Chatting with alvin and the cab [chao ah beng].. The latter needs a stricter more garang girlfriend to tame him.
So.. my daily routine.. Haha! Go school- Laugh here, Laugh there.. joke here joke there.. Go home.. tired.. Do work.. chat online with those 2 monkeys. Lol.
And yea.. I'm quite down these few days. Dun worry ppl! I just can't cope with the lessons.. That's why I'm looking forward to the e-learning week to catch up. Especially for Biology. Sheesh! Primary school teachers need to learn about taxonomy, dichotomous keys, genus etc. I don't even know if I spelt that right..
So tired..
x/o LYNN;
10:43 PM
Monday, January 29, 2007
i miss him.. so much..
sigh..
x/o LYNN;
11:29 PM
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Tired. Gah! Slept at 1 last night. I mean this morning. Yeah.. Tried to sleep but couldn't. Was rolling in bed thinking about projects, him, assignments, him, crappy wannabe teachers, him... Lol! Well it's not all good stuff about him anyway.. That's idolising already. =P
So I woke up late.. and I was late to meet him. Aww... it's always like that..*last week i was early!* Went to Raffles City to check out ANBC, Animal, Print... Bleah. Animal bags are nice!! But the nicest is Joanna's one.. And the rest aren't to my liking. Sad. Then ANBC don'y have my pooh/belle organiser... Sad. Print got stuff =) Stuff to decorate the V-day box with!
Then.. Dar din buy me my strawberry lollipop. Hmph! So sad..
But it's not a sad day.. Even after all the uncertainty being with him.. everytime I see him all my troubles are gone.. Sigh.. Anyway I'm tired. He's exhausted. I'm still sad that I din get my strawberry lollipop.. Hmph!
Tmr got project.. bleh. Monday~ Monday can disturb my ah beng brother! Wahaha! I love you dar dar.. dunno you got read or not.. If you're reading.. UPDATE YOUR BLOG LA! Haha!! My dearest laser-fearing boyfriend.. *got a lot of nicknames hor!*
x/o LYNN;
10:18 PM
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
i don't want the world to see me cos i don't think that they'd understand when everything's meant to be broken i just want you to know who i am
I don't think that they'd understand...
Well...Kinda explains lots of things.. Like why I clam up. Or why I suddenly get all quiet. Either I'm drained, or I am holding back my feelings. Yay!
So.. another thing that's bothering me is our differences in interests.. which I guess... Guess.. could be worked out. Lol.. ok.. "more confidence": CAN be worked out. Then.. phone calls get shorter.. Basically.. it's the same message every night. I can't even string my words to form sentences... The "special" project is currently hanging in mid-air. No motivation or reason to continue it.. Didn't even touch a single game this week.. "I can't explain myself at all.." Haha.. "It ends tonight" Won't that be great? Everything settled by tonight. No need for all these crap. Never had to go thru all these. Why? Yea, you could credit it to my protected, sheltered life.. It's tiring la.. I'm damn tired.. Tempting to let everything go.. But it's my nature to protect myself from harm. So.. yea.. maybe I'm dwelling too much on this. Maybe it's safer this way...
x/o LYNN;
10:56 PM
Tired!!!! Today had math.. gawd... I didn't even know TR72 exists!! I was really sleepy during class.. which was a 9a.m. class... Ivy was sick... I was SLEEPY!!
4 hour break.. T.T Ivy showed me all the deadlines for projects, exams, quizes, teaching presentations... T.T So many... Eeeeeeeee!
Then got DCM100.. Argh! I was nodding off la.. Thank God I bought many sweets!! Haribo Roulette Sour, and.. the triangle.. erm.. sweet in can. I forgot the name.
Tmr..... 830 - 530 Help me.. *cries* I haven't recharge myself.. lol. Dead battery forced to walk around school and attend tutorials and lectures. T.T
Headache.. I need to seriously plan my projects.. Today I walked out of DCE100 with a not-as-happy-as-usual face... 'Cos I was confused, sleepy, hungry... DCE100 is the most fun module.. and yet.. And Bishanian was like: "who bully you? you tell me!" Haha..
Then Science.. not so bad today. We had to play with cells. And attempt to find some organisms in pond water under a microscope. They keep moving about so we had to "chase" them by adjusting the stage. Sigh... Failure sia. CMI.
Then Peng Seng sucked a mosquito larvae out.. placed it on the slide.. covered it with coverslip.. and proceeded to happily magnify it under the microscope. Eeee.... It's gross!! But fascinating! It's like, it's so disgusting but you've never seen anuthing like it you'd want to see it again. Haha! And Bishanian and him decided to start a fight between 2 larvaes, so they sucked another larvae out.. And yeah.. placed it next to the tortured larvae.. *they got flushed away*
Anyway.. Science sorta brighten me up. During Grammar we had some jokes and stuff. Lighten up my mood further. Then Travis spoil my mood. He didn't wait for me and went back on his own... T.T Well... got home *alone* and crashed on the bed..
Read this story in DCE100.. Quite cute. Circular story: If you give a mouse a cookie... But I can't find the online version. So I can't post it up. Anyway... it's against regulations. Blah.
4 hour break tomorrow. How I wish I'm staying at the hostel. Can bunk in for awhile.. ~_~ Zzz..
x/o LYNN;
11:10 PM
Monday, January 22, 2007
Monday Week 3
Finally see Travis in school!! Chao Ah Beng cut your hair! And don't dress like Ah Pek! Anyway, today's green day - olive green. Travis, Aidah, Idayu and I wore green. Same shade. XD
Oh and Bishanian is another Ah Beng! He is a foreign Ah Beng with a cool name besides mine. The contacts you know.. Foreign monkey. He has a pierced ear and I didn't know! Can't compare with Felix la.. that one... ~_~ If he pierce his ear anymore... it will drop off.
Lectures were fun. Science: Fascinating. Seriously. Who knew you could control submarines with a little squeeze. Then there was the Penguin's lecture. Sigh.. I hate her monotone voice. Lucky Travis was there or I'd die of boredom. Somehow we talked about bras. Biggest I've seen is E Cup. Idayu saw bigger.. Ravi saw J-cup!! Jumbo!
Then... went to get my Big Book *Ahem... not Big Boob hor.. Char-Lene!* I'm gonna get scolded tmr because I chose a book that does not fit any criteria. Bleh. I'm singing for the class though. XD
Slacked with Char and Travis while waitin for Gesl [gesel, geezles] meeting. Short and sweet.
Can't wait for e-learning week. >] Muahaha.. I won't be doing any e-learning though! Keke! I got too much dates with my darlings! Then there's the RECESS break! OBS camp.. should I go?
Man.. tmr's gon' be a long day. With that deranged Science teacher who doesn't teach or help us.. Probably will throw stuff around.. or maybe there'll be those rabbit sweets.. *gleams* I'll finish up Bishanian's Clorets, Travis' Mentos by the end of this week. >]
x/o LYNN;
11:15 PM
Friday, January 19, 2007
*breathes in* *exhales* *in* *out* *inhale* *out*
Damn you Jace! You don't go overseas without telling me ok! Anyway, while you're in NZ buy back something for me. =P
Went to help my mom in her computer lesson at the childcare centre. Met the brats.. They're a bundle 'o' joy! No seriously.. some of them are cute. They recognise me ^^
NIE got that 4 days reselience camp at OBS again.. My cousin's pestering me to go just so he could bully me. Tempting. Can tan you know!! But it's during 1 week break. Blah.
I hope I get my STU card soon! Then I can enjoy discounts at soooo many restaurants! Sweet Secrets! Love their pastries! Ramen Ten! Etc Etc.. Lol.. too many. Only remembered those two. Oh! Polar Puff and R... Apple strudels! Forgot the name of the shop. Haha!
I can go gyming next week! If I get shorts that is.. Then I won't be lonely on Thursdays... But Charlene will be lonely.. I'm gonna drag her to the gym. XD
So.. tomorrow I'm meeting darling. And we're gonna go shopping. We'll watch a movie at his place. He's gonna sing me songs on his guitar... and.. the best part.. massage! Wahaha! I need one! I need him =)
x/o LYNN;
11:45 PM
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Hello boys and girls! 2nd week of school, and I'm still dazed! I'm not even up-to-date with the latest on tutorials, lectures, projects, what-have-you!
Oh, but there's always time for retail therapy, be it large-scale or small-scale! Went to the U.I.D for the Back 2 School Bazaar. Not much things.. Bought a butterfly watch for a steal! It doubles up as a bracelet as the timepiece is hidden under the butterfly. Me and Charlene got the same design but different colour. *we keep buying the same stuff at bazaars!*
Had an uber long break today! 4 hours! Did some Math and Science journal hunting. Got quite a stack of reference.. We totally milked the photocopy machine dry! Poor toner or whatever.
Then... had Science and I made 2 new friends! Wee Teck and Yan Xi. Hoo~ As usual, I was crapping again... and I forgot to tell her the crocodile joke. Bleh!
You know how some 19-year olds don't act their age? Ok, maybe it's just me. But what about the over-the-top cutesy tone that she adopts? And she happens to be in a few of my classes. Argh! Oh, by the way I don't just rant about her here. I do voice out my displeasure and she knows I look at her with disdain. I say stuff out loud, things I shouldn't. Keke! What? I hate people who rant rant rant and don't do anything about it. Or they let the situation spin out of control and THEN they decide to do something about it. *(uh-huh!)*
So this week, I did some counselling, about a deranged, incompetent ex-girlfriend. Hah! Another adult who can't act her age! And she's in her twenties! Like seriously.. the way she types... man..
I need a big book by Tuesday and I haven't been to the library. I didn't even know we needed a big book by TUESDAY! Darn you class rep! XD Nah..
Saturday~ Time for looooove~ In all aspects of the word. Will be collecting my S,C,H,K, and giving them away!
x/o LYNN;
11:11 PM
Friday, January 12, 2007
humph! Everyone can either drive or have someone pick them up. And I have to wait at the bus stop with many other people. All huddled together trying to get away from the rain. Sigh... And the bus is packed!! T.T
There's this old man who boards 180 in the morning. He is either pervertic or ... OK... he is pervertic. He puts his hands so close to mine when holding onto the handrails. Ergh!! And when I move them he moves his closer! Oh and not forgetting those lecherous eyes!! Argh!! So I squeezed my way through to the back. You know the bendy bus? The centre part... And he freaking follows! There was this guy who *thank god* noticed what was happening. He exchanged places with me, so that I could lean against the circular area instead of holding onto the bar. Now I'm getting out of the house extra early so that I don't have that old man in the same bus as me...
anyway~ tmr I'm seeing the love of my life~ Yay! =)
x/o LYNN;
10:42 PM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Yeah! I love this Sem2. My teachers are good. Majority. I've got this wacky DCS teacher. Science curriculum studies teacher. He rocks! Funny guy with lots of props. Miniature roses to mistletoes [which btw, has no roots]. Really humble... ok not so humble man. Jean's his name... it's french. But he ain't French. Gosh the miniature roses were really cute!! They'll be on Sale @ Bugis. I'm not too sure when exactly but they're banking on Valentine's Day. It's so much like Beauty and the Beast's rose. Supposedly has sparkles on the petals.. Real flowers mind you. Grown by tissue culture? Yeah. Lasts 2 weeks and costs $25. So pretty!! I like Jean so I'm helping him advertise.
And.. DSM was crap. Math... how can it be anything other than crap? I mean.. squares are rectangles in actual fact. And defining a rectangle is getting harder... way pass right angles and parallel lines. Sigh...
Oh and the 4 hour break every Thursday? It's a bore. Wanted to do Math but didn't get the motivation. Bleagh!
So this Sem is loaded with individual essays and teaching presentations. I love presentations. Then again... I like group work!! So.. anyway.. i know many people in all my modules. Even for DCS... altho' some people I'd rather NOT have like "Spokesperson"
And in this Sem, I get to know some people better! Like my Math group... XD
So... the first week is great. Hope next week no GESL. Haha... Then my Friday will be FREE!!~
So see ya! I love school.
x/o LYNN;
5:34 PM
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
Whee~ Had DCE today! And it's fun! The 'cher wasn't really friendly at first..maybe it's her ACJC symptom. Aww.. I'm stereotyping =P But she's really nice. I mean.. she's funny, she's bringing us to the ZOO, she's not afraid of making a fool out of herself. Man... Sounds like me. Wahahaha!
Got my textbooks.. Heavy textbooks!
Was wondering what to get for dardar... you know.. V-day's coming! I'm probably making something. I got some materials. Wheee~ oh, and soon everyone'll get Lynn's super 100% hugs!! That's if my little V-day project actually get started..
I miss him... but I'm too busy to meet him.. and him too.. Phone calls get shorter... cos.. and...
bleh.. im giving it 3 more days...
x/o LYNN;
10:42 PM
Monday, January 08, 2007
Hello. (Like how Ramon says it)
I'm going crazy over penguins. Especially since today I saw a real life one *also has other monikers such as: Ju-On, Pontianak, SADAKO*. Started school today. No more games T.T
This sem is pretty packed. Am happy to see all my buddy buddy again! I got lotsa lessons with IVY! Bishanian cannot have private time with her! Wooohooo! Ivy is mine.
So I have a lesson with Ms Carol Pretty gal. *4 hours! I know!! 4 hours not 2!!*
Hmm.. Really fun la today!! My brother became an Ah Beng (who started cursing me), we got to use different LTs (STEEP ONES!), we had new teachers... etc.
MORE E-Learning this Sem! Waahaha! Means.... EARLY RELEASE FROM SCH! OR NO SCH AT ALL!
Well... then Rusli dropped a bomb. He said that cross-overians don't get paid. nooo~~~
And many people getting married. Waaahaaaat?? Why?
Hmm.. and I'm feeling really tired now. XD I want my pillow *whines*
I'm looking forward to tmr tho... end at 1130 tmr. Get to learn smth new...
Oh! And NIE Bazaar is back! For a week! It's a Back-To-School Bazaar! Bless them student management thingy .... thingy. Shop Shop Shop!
I want $$$$$$$$$$$. Not that I will use it though.. but.. having it is nice. LOL!
Sigh.. this year.. Very special. My first anni, first V-day with dar, first teaching practicum, first new sch year in July, first hmm.. no more. LOL!! Lalala~
x/o LYNN;
9:49 PM
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Ahhh~! Happy New Year! As usual, I'm late again! Wahahaha! Oh and Merry Christmas! Hohoho!
=P "The air still smells the same" - Jace @ 12.00 a.m 1/1/07
So let's see... In December it was pretty fun. Went out a lot. Splurged~ Hmm... what did I buy... let's see if I can still remember...
GOVERNMENT'S BONUS: 1) 4 Bras, 2 panties, 1 bundled panty set for my mom = Lingerie 2) 4 Polo Tees & 1 corduroy brown pants = Clothes 3) PRESENTS! 4) Samsung K5 = Gadget 5) A-Cash 40k = Misc. & a waste of money
Total: OVERSPEND!
Man... I love Decembers! And I got to go out with dar more... ^^
OH! and results... Yeah~ Sem 1 is great. All above C+. All B+ and one measly A- which I can't get over since it's ENGLISH! Gawd... T.T I hope those who cheated had Cs. Wohooo~
So the new year comes with resolutions huh? Well.. Lemme tell you all something.. LYNN DOES NOT MAKE RESOLUTIONS! Keke!
To all my friends and buddy-buddy, Let this year be a great one! Let's have fun together-gather!
To dardar, hmm... MWAH! =P I wrote something for you... =)
To my online peers, I'm gonna pwn you this year too! XD
Yeah OK.. Gtg to GIANT now... Ahhh... my first grocery shopping in 2007, the year of the PIG.
